After I got up this morning I decided to head to the Bondi Beach and enjoy the scenery there. First I went to the Paddy’s Market and looked at the stalls…I would buy so much if I would have the money and space…
Blue sky and the sun made this day even more enjoyable. After approximately a half hour bus ride I arrived at a very stunning and beautiful beach, where the surfers were laying in the water waiting for the next big wave to ride on. I strolled along the beach and let my thoughts take over.
This journey was meant to help me making some decisions for my life. Where do I want to be in a few years, what kind of career shall I get. What options do I have? Instead so far the journey is only giving me more and more questions.
Who am I? Why am I here? Am I happy? And even more questions I could not answer at this time. I like to observer people and you can see that most of them belong to a group created by society. We have the beach babes, the gothics, the punks, the surfers, the business ladies etc. (you get the point). Every group has their name and somehow I don’t see myself belonging to any of these. So where do I belong?
Well that was just a little insight of what is going on in my head. Sounds a bit crazy, doesn’t it? I really should start enjoying myself more and relax…
Well now I am sitting at the lookout platform near Bondi beach in the sun and writing my blog, a blog that became very important to me. Not only do I share my journey with friends and family and keep them up to date of what happen in my life but also it is a diary I am going to look at in ten years with hopefully great memories. I know already that I will not regret this journey and certainly I would do it again.
I look at the waves splashing against the stones, breaking and flowing away again. The water looks like candy cotton, something you want to bath in. At a second look it looks more like haven, something I would love to live next to, but then again for how long until I get tired of it and want to see something else? Is there any place out there I ever will be happy to live for the rest of my live? It certainly is a day full of thoughts and another day of my life.
A little bit later and the thoughts changed again…
I met up again with a friend and we had some lovely dinner at a Taiwanese restaurant, I tried the pineapple fried rice and it was delicate in its taste. The pineapple tea with it was a good choice; it reminded me of the time in Thailand :) It was a very fancy restaurant where you could order from the table via a touch screen computer, so much fun.
Even though I had to be careful with money spending I had to enjoy life as much as possible. In the end, if it is not working out I will return and maybe start again at another time…I’ve done it once I am sure I can do it again.
Afterwards we went to Max Brenner a chocolate restaurant where they serve the most delicious brownie I ever had and a great cappuccino made me realise that I actually have such a good life with a lot of friends out there. I have to keep that in mind when I let my thoughts take over next time. Thank you C. for such a great evening, you are a very lovely and great person :D
Highly motivated I headed home and excited about tomorrow. Another day with great new experience is waiting for me.
Good night everyone.
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